Love Triangle

I'm trapped in a love triangle. I want him, she wants him too, but he is unattainable. Why do women put ourselves in these kinds of predicaments. When I was younger I could blame it on immaturity. Now, I see it's my reality. Always reaching for the unattainable. Always hoping to be the best in love and in sex. The one to tame the wild horse, and make him love me without force. I've always fallen for the sexy, attractive, and most desirable. The ones with the most suitors. Branding the kinder, gentler ones as loosers. I thought I had outgrown this stage, but unintentionally I am back on main stage. Now, here's the act, two women, one man, who's the star, maybe the damsel in distress or the strong independent woman will out perform the rest. But not everyone is meant to be a star, and maybe retirement for me is not that far. But for now, I am trapped in a love triangle and he's playing all three angles.